"I write to express, I write to feel, I write for a hope, I write because I am a HUMAN"

  The essence of that pure love; Isn't it not just enough to love another human? Hand in hand, walk in walk, talk in talk or anything else? Is it really necessary from that materialistic heart that it should be a plastic one? Or, can we just give it some patience, the eagerness, the innocentness & the slowness to let us fall in the moshpit of love, Only for just one last time? Tonight, the sky turning to melancholic, The stars shinning in the distance and the moon turning to bloody red, The wind making the hearts shivering in cold, The air carrying that similar fragrance, And that same voice buzzing in the ears; " Am I in love again?" Tonight, I want to listen to the saddest song; In the distance, someone is singing the sorrows of his beloved, And I want to tell my soul and heart, " Love is so short, forgetting is so long" . The longing for the manna of love, To drink the nectar from the eyes of the purest soul, To just stare at the beauty of the universe, T...

 [Verse:1] Here I go, With my flaws and the blows To make myself glow Maybe my growth is slow But soon, I be on my throne (aah) Alone in this zone Fighting with the clones of my own Pull up the game That everybody playing for some to blame (aah) What the talking Everybody joking Time is clocking To make you choking That's the kind of feeling, Trying to kill me with no healing, Dealing with the sufferings, attach like superglue, Blue, I got no clue, Who? that's the question I choose (yo) Minimalistic, that's the basic Trying not to keep the shit, coming out of the pit Bit by bit, I'been  building my own grit Never gonna quit, that's my spirit (haa) Mastering this craft Learning from my past Ain't gonna go too fast Better take the Ride And vibe with the journey of life (aah) [Hook: 4×] Fall back Fall back You never know [Verse:2] Money, Power and Respect, You gotta earn it Don't be too greedy and act so cheezy It ain't no easy 'cause everything might t...

[Intro] Welcome CJK, To the Earth. Here, you will learn how to be a human, First, basics; Here, you will be have to eat or else You will be eaten, Just remember you eat to survive, To survive, to survive, to survive. [Verse:1] They said I'm not a human, Might be an illusion, which can be a delusion, 'Cause that's the confusion, which have no solution, So, let's start the evolution, to create the revolution. First start with the mind like a fine wine, Reign with the divine, the thoughts that make you shine. Next blend with the time, to climb, to your prime, Pickup the words that will let you rule the world, Cut through the minds like it's a sword. Then time to gather some information of different nations,  to make the foundation of my own nation. Innovations coming out of imaginations, Creating more complications and sophistications, Because of our materialisation. Not to forget to line up your emotions, With the potion of oppression over the population. It's obv...

(Part - 1/2) 6th September, 2013: 12:30 AM Staring at the tip of my fountain pen wondering why the hell the thought came to my mind of writing something about my unidentified and my unwanted life and what the hell am I going to write. Is it really a worth to write it down in the hope of someone to read and that too for what? A person who really never shared anything about the closet life it lived for so many years – no yelling, no regrets, no complain, no expectations; but silently floating on the life’s boat. But a boat without a rudder, drifting from one shore of identity to another shore of identity crisis, finding the right place to fit in and to settle for the rest of the life. 28th June, 1992 – a sound body and a sound mind born in the family of the most radical believers. The whole house was in a carnival of feast, jolliness and festivals. Little did they know the catastrophe that would hit them sooner or later. Then the hormones started kicking in the sound mind and telling t...

 [Intro] CJK, on the mic Here's something straight from the heart and the pen [Verse:1] Time is floating, We been in a cold mess, It's the same story told by the rest for the past one year. We're seeing the worst to best and best to worst, And here again goes the old saying - "rich getting richer and poor getting poorer". And yes, I belong to the privilege of worrying less, when so much shit is going around Should I regret or just let it pass? Not everyone's lucky, Here fighting for the bread, someone for a bed; Impatient enough to get some fresh air, someone just for some air; Been stuck inside the four walls and a screen for many days, someone's life is forever stuck. Systems failing, we been failing, We been blaming, they been blaming, Enough of this shit. It's time to resurrect ourselves, For what we have done to the world and the mother nature, Now, it's reflecting upon ourselves; Are we still not afraid? Not everyhero wears the white, Not eve...

  Hey, you, The torchbearer of Machoness, The epitome of Masculinity, Why is it everytime that you arouse in me the eternity of testosterone? Everytime I see sexually aroused boobies and booties,  which is quite naturally or artificially distinct from one another; Fantasising every pornographic position through that small gap between the chest, Which dictionarily defined as Cleavage, And normally as in day to day...Ssssh!... don't say it... it's a Taboo; Thanks to the visionary visualisation of my 52 megapixel human eyes as I have searched in Google, I can see anyone naked even through that full clothed Burkha; Oh, you, Reader, might be wondering, Whom I'm taking to, If you have guessed it right and seeing by the title, Yes, I was having just a normal and a regular conversation with my Penis. I'm privileged, That I was born with the perfect sounded penis, As I grew, it grew with me, Along with it the socially constructed notions and potions of my identity, Reflecting th...

 প্ৰতিবাদ মুখৰ আজি মোৰ এই কলম, নীলা চিয়াঁহীৰ মাদকতাত জাগৰণ আনিব খুজিছোঁ, কিছু ন-পুৰনি স্মৃতি আৰু কিছু আৱেগ।। সেই ডিচেম্বৰৰ মাজৰাতিৰ হাড় কপনি ঠাণ্ডাত, আমাৰ কোনো চখ নাছিল, নাছিল কোনো সেই প্ৰতিবাদ মুখৰ মানসিকতা লৈ যোৱাৰ, প্ৰথম বাৰৰ বাবে জপিয়াই পৰিবলৈ এটি আন্দোলনত, যি মানসিক ভাৱে নহয় কেৱল, শাৰীৰিকভাৱেও; নিদ্ৰা দেৱীৰ কোলাত এক ৰাতি নবহী, বহিলোহী আহি সেই বৰ জূইৰ আশে-পাশে থকা সৰু সৰু ফিৰিঙতিৰ বিলাকৰ লগত, কোন জ্যেষ্ঠ, কোন কনিষ্ঠ, সকলোৰে কেৱল এটাই মত -  "আমি কালি বিপ্লৱৰ পথট সকলো একেলগে আগবাঢ়িম"।। হিল-দ'ল ভাঙি পুৱাৰ খালী পেট লৈ, কুঁৱলীৰ বগা ডাৱৰক নেওচি সকলো একগোট হৈছে, যাত্ৰা কৰিবলৈ, এজন শাৰীৰিক বিপ্লৱী হ'বলৈ; কোন, কৰ পৰা, কেনেকৈ, ঠিকনা নাই, কেৱল যোগ হৈ গৈ আছে, বিপ্লৱী মানৱ শৃংখলাৰ লগত; ৰাজ্য দুখন, প্ৰতিবাদৰ ভাষাও দুটা, কিন্তু আৱেগ এটাই -  আমাৰ ওপৰত জাপি দিয়া ক'লা আইন আমি নামানো, "আমি 'কা' নামানো, নামানো আৰু নামানো"।। ৰূদ্ৰ আৰু উগ্ৰ দেশৰ ভৱিষ্যতক দেখি, সকলো অবাক, নিৰ্ব্বাক আৰু স্তম্ভিত, কোনো খ‌ংৰ জ্বলাৰ বিস্ফোৰণ নহয় এইয়া, নিজৰ সংবিধান খনক ৰক্ষণাবেক...

 10 AM, JULY, 2020: ( Foo..., Okay, calm down, calm down; Deep breathe; 1,2,3,4,...,8,9,10; no tension, Kuch bhi nehi hoga, chaal; okay, Here, we go; hopefully, she is online) { Pickup...(ringing)... pickup...(ringing)... pickup (ringing), Finger cross, finger cross, finger cross; Uff...} (VIDEO CALL RECEIVED) He : Hi She: At last, after 6 months, yaad to aya. He: yeah, 6 months. I told you na ki I will contact you anyhow, but pata nehi tha kab karunga, so aaj. She: Is there anything specific or special today? He: Naa...wese to Kuch bhi nehi hei, yeah, just causal, Kar diya. She: Okay He: So, how was this 6 months obviously without me? She: Quite good and little bit boring, but not irritating. He: Why not irritating? She: Because tum nehi thei. He: Wooooo...I irritated you, I irritated you. Actually, ye sabal na tumko mujhse puchna chaiye tha. She: Oo Hello, tumko bhi pata hei tum kitne irritating ho. He: Ha mein irritating tha 'cause aur koi nehi tha jisko irritate Kar saku. She: ...

She raped me, she raped me not; She raped me, she raped me not; She raped me, she raped me not; She raped me. 11:00 PM, it was quite late. According to the norms of the society- A man shouldn't be outside for so late. What Sharmaji will think, who always ready to look through his window and stare with his eagle eyes; What Jessi Aunty will think, who has the highest hearing capacity to listen to every gossips; What Chintu will learn from you, who lives next door. "This guy is shameless, always late" "He always come drunk, might also take drugs" "Might have tattoos in his body" "Definitely he has lots of girlfriends, Playboy" "Check his room lights, always disco type, every night party" "How the hell he was raised by his parents" "See his hairstyle, why so much attitude? Don't even know how to respect elders and women" "Guaranteed he is a criminal" As because I'm the only bachelor in the whole apa...

 Bloody stains all over my skin, of all my children that died; My trees, my animals; the flora, the fauna. Am I bleeding? Of course not, How could I? Ssss...aw...my baby, don't you cry, One day, you will grow so big and end up in someone's bed, kitchen, wardrobe; You're so...lucky. Hey, you two, stop fighting over the food, Just eat it and go back to the safe place. Otherwise, that Stupid Human will come again, My children - all are so happy. Mommy Yes, my child I'm scared, I heard big noises Oh, you don't have to worry, They wont cut you now, you're too small, Today, your big brothers and sisters will be cut down. You promise? Yes, my child, don't worry. Here, they come, big, loud - Machines; Aaaa... it's hurting... you Humans, Why you can't go slow, always in a rush...aaa... "Mommy, help, they are cutting everything" I said stop, stop, you, morons, don't you listen to me, don't kill my child, please...I said please...I beg you... ...

Haa mein BALATKARI hu, Meine haevaniyat ki haar hade par ki, Us komal tan ko chua, Kata, kuta, mara, pita; Kasaikhane ke janwaro se bhi Baatar halat kar di, Us samai to duniya ki sarai sukh mil geyi, Lekin jab subha akh khuli to, Mare hue sab ki baas ane lagi, Wo khusbu itni bhayanak thi ki Mere atma ko bhi ghin ane lagi, Sale rongte khare ho gaye, Lekin koi nehi pucha mein kyu bana ek bhayanak SATAN ? Bachpan se sikha - pehle maard , iske baad aurat, Bohat sabal kiya - Akhir kiyu ? Jabab sirf ek hi aya - "Chalta aa raha hei, Chalte rehne do, Aur Chalta rehega", Maa ne - Raja Beta , Raja Beta Bol bol ke usi cheej mein haan mein haan milayi, Kabhi prasna nehi kiya, Karege bhi kese , Phele bol dia - "tu aurat hei". Samajikaran mein nehi likha tha ki tu Gulabi raang le, Nehi tha ki tu haato mein Chudiya pehen, Lekin wohi Gulabi aur Chudiya sirf maard hi bech sakta hei. Baada hua , sabka ladla bana Lekin baap bola - "tu mard baa...

I'm the 21st Century Youth, I got my veins of revenges upon the society, 'Cause I'm a lesbian, gay, bisexual, transsexual and queer; 'Cause I wish, desire, cry, protest, want; Equity, not equality. I see you, you, you, you and you, The same; The Sahara, the ocean and the air. I'm frustrated, furious, outrage, full of rage, And WHY NOT ? I'm the Millennium, I see the mass destruction of the mass destructive weaponize evilized minds of the so called "the best in the universe", Hopefully, I'm not the only one to see the last of the best and best of the last. I've been compressed, suppressed and oppressed, By the limitless norms of the society; "Oh, you can't dream that, Oh, you can't speak that, Don't act like that, Don't wear like that, That, that, that, that, that and that ". That's not my fault, I've been globalised, socialised and systemised , By the thoughts pounding between the Gener...

 প্ৰেম হল এটা প্লাষ্টিক যি যোগ যোগ ধৰি নগলে আৰু নষ্ট নহয় , যাৰ মৰণ-পৰণ একোৱেই নাই । প্ৰায় একে ; প্ৰেমে কিছুমানৰ জীৱন সজাই পৰাই ধুনীয়া কৰি দিয়ে আৰু কিছুমানৰ ধংস , ঠিক যেনেকৈ প্লাষ্টিকে কিছুমান বস্তু দেখাত ধুনীয়া কৰে আৰু লগতে পৰিৱেশ বিনষ্ট কৰে । প্লাষ্টিকটো দূৰৰ পৰা দেখাত কি চকুত লগা , কিন্তু তাৰ গুণগত মান একেবাৰে নিম্ন ; এতিয়া প্ৰেম তাৰ ব্যতিক্ৰম নহয়, চবে কয় প্ৰেম এটি স্বৰ্গীয় অনুভব , কিন্তু তাৰ ভিতৰৰ ঘাট প্ৰতিঘাত বিলাকতো কোনেও কাণসাৰেই নিদিয়ে ।    আজিৰ আধুনিক যোগ - প্লাষ্টিকৰ যোগ । সকলোফালে কেৱল প্লাষ্টিক অকল প্লাষ্টিক ; সেই সৰু আলপিনটোৰ পৰা ধৰি প্ৰকাণ্ড প্ৰকাণ্ড অট্টালিকালৈ , তাৰ মাজত আৰু কত যে কি আছে । এপাক চাৰিওকাষে মূৰ ঘূৰাই চালে কিমান যে হিচাপ কৰিব নোৱাৰা প্লাষ্টিক ওলাব । এতিয়া এই প্ৰবন্ধটো পঢ়ি থকা যন্ত্ৰ পাতটো তাৰ এটা ভাল উদাহৰণ, আমাৰ দৈনন্দিনৰ জীৱন বাটৰ লগৰী । মাদক দ্ৰব্য কৈও বেছি আসক্ত । পিছে আমি মানব জাতি হিচাপে ভুল কৰা নাই নে ? আমাৰ মাজৰ কিছুমান মূল্যক আমি বস্তুবাদী কৰি দিয়া নাই নে ? আমি আজি কালি সেই মূল্য বিলাকক  জোখো প্লাষ্টিকৰ সহায়ত । প্ৰেম নামৰ যি...

I don't know what I'm up to What's going through my mind These couple of days, I'm so furious Also bit of curious what's happening around Can't make my mind sound Always at the point of being so insecure I really have some issues That is really showing up All these misconceptions Is not letting my mind loose I believe my emotions Are on the rise too All these 'cause of being with you I'm in the fear that I might loose you I'm having nightmares Of killing each and every guy , you with Jealousy is killing my soul Every morning , the reality really sucks me I'm turning into a Beast Every time I see myself in the mirror And you're not my Belle You're my favourite pain taker Also The Beautiful Lady Without Mercy Who poisoned me with the manna of love Fantasie me and took me in a roller coaster Of imagination , where saw myself surrounded by ghosts of my doomed days Sometime I feel myself I'm on the edge Pulling o...

ভিন্ন লাইটৰ পোহৰত ৰখি আছিল বহুতো অপেশ্বৰী, কোনো কম নহয়, সকলো যেন ভিন্ন ধৰণৰ ৰঙত মিহলি গৈছে। কাৰোবাৰ যৌৱনৰ হাবিয়াস পূৰ কৰিবলৈ ৰখি আছে , নিজৰ কষ্টক বাদ দি, আনৰ সুখৰ কাৰণ হব লগা হয়, সেই অপেশ্বৰী দেহটোৰ সকলো যেন এই পৃথিৱীৰ শ্ৰেষ্ঠ জীৱই বিক্ৰী কৰি দিছে, নিজে নিজৰে কাৰোবাক ব্যৱহাৰ কৰিছে নিজৰ কাৰণে । এইটি কাহিনীৰ গুৰী বিচাৰি মইও গলো সেই ৰঙত মিহলি হবলৈ, এইটি কোঠাৰ ভিতৰত ৰজনীগন্ধাৰ দৰে গোন্ধই আকৰ্ষিত কৰিলে, হাতত ৰঙা খাৰু, ভৰিত পাইলৰ চিক্ - চিক্ শব্দ; ৰঙা শাৰীত বহি আছিল এজনী অপেশ্বৰী । "বাবু, আপুনিও আহিছে এই কোমল দেহাৰ সুখ লবলৈ", মুখৰ সকলো ভাষাৰ বাণ বিলাক যেন তাইৰ অপেশ্বৰী ৰূপটোত বিফল হবলৈ ধৰিছে এটা এটা কৈ , দুচকুত যেন স্বৰ্গৰ অপেশ্বৰী দেখা পালো, ওঠত প্ৰেমৰ ৰঙা ৰঙ দেখা পালো; কোমল দেহাটো দেখিলে লাগে যেন কোনো স্বৰ্গৰ অপেশ্বৰী ক প্ৰেমৰ মূৰটি এটি বনাই মোৰ আগত ৰাখি থৈছে। এই দেহক সকলোই জন্তুৰ দৰে ব্যৱহাৰ কৰিছে, আপুনি বা কেনেকৈ ব্যৱহাৰ কৰিব? এই দেহৰ কোনো মূল্য নাই, কেৱল যৌৱনৰ হাবিয়াস পূৰ কৰিব পৰা এটি মাধ্যম, সমাজৰ আগত মই কুলক্ষণীয়া, সকলো মোক 'বেশ্যা' ...